Grateful Heart!

Dear Beautiful People ,

I decided to do another bonus post this week it was truly spontaneous. To all the people that have supported me in the past and still support me today I thank you so much it means alot to me as I did with my heal from the bitterness in my heart and the skeletons of my past. To the enemies that throw shade and the one's that pretended I thank you as well because you showed who I was, who I am, and who I do not wish to be, and I am stronger because of it. I am owning own my faults. So to those I truly care about and hurt without realizing it I apologize for that. To ex boyfriends and friends that I took for granted without realizing it because I was too wrapped up in my own things I apologize. I do cherish my friends and the people I love and eventhough I am loyal to a fault sometimes I fall short to actually show and/or express that I apologize for that. Sometimes I get mad jump to conclusions and have no filter when I am angry and pushed pass my breaking point. To the people that deserve the words because you said something in sensitive to me first I do not apologize because you were purposely provoking me and got what you deserve. Sometimes I will hold back when I know you are intentionally doing it but if you push too far I will not care what come out of my mouth next. So if you don't want to be hurt by something I say do not provoke me because I bite back.Remember the people that are meant to stay in your life they will if they leave and return that means that person may have been meant when they are ready, but not everyone is meant to leave and comeback.  I love everyone, but I only cherish and loyal to people I care about. I grateful to everyone I have come across weather I met you online or real life because I gained an experienced I either learn from you or you was a blessing so thank you, thank you, thank you. 💖💗😇😊


Xo

TTYF,

💜R

Method To My Madness!

Hello Lovely People,

I hope you all are enjoying your Wednesday. I hope the beginning of your week is great! Lately I feel I have been stepping out of character, but in an honest way. For a few weeks I have been dealing with alot people in my apartments that my cousin know spreading rumors about my cousin and I. I have been dealing with people throwing shade against me in my personal life and on the internet. Now one person I was wrong about and I apologize about that. In the writer's community I have noticed favoritism, People being mean and disrespectful, people throwing shade, people being petty, and showing a two-faced character. People that don't even know me personally make opinions about me and others people trying to make them fact. It even got to the point where I felt like I was walking on egg shells wondering what I should and should not say unnecessarily and I don't believe in walking on eggshells for anyone. I used to be a very blunt person and I didn't care if I hurt people feelings. I was shy person but if I didn't like something I said it period. Just before I enter high school that changed I slowly filtering what I say to people. Some people thought I was sugar coding or being fake, but that wasn't the case I still thought what I thought I just went to great lengths to not have an argument and keep the peace. I learned words can be deadly enough  if you use them in the right way.

So I decided if people cross me I will use my words to cut people sense I am good at reading that's why in college when people tried to talk shit about me I would laugh in they face...they just didn't know early on I already done read them. If I so choose to I will bust them wide open with my words. My best guy friend that attended TWU asked me why I don't tell people how I feel or think and I told him I'd hurt people feeling if I said what I thought. At one point I got into it with my ex-bestfriends in high school because I didn't give a shit what people thought of me well except my family, but now that I am grown their opinion hold very little value. At one point I started caring to some degree what people thought of me...An lately that has been stirring in me.

Now I am saying Fuck That S*** I will not care anymore, but I will advise you mean disrespectful, judgmental people you all better look both ways before you cross me. Don't bring your dumb shit my way. Their is a method to my madness. I should not have to step out of character because of people like you. Find another damn outlet than the internet. I am cordial to people I don't like until they cross me and I become a calculating b****. I know who I am. I know what I like and don't like and the company I want to keep.  Happy, kind, respectful people you are always welcomed. The rest of you can just get out of the nice people lane and stay in your lane. Nice People Have Their Limits Don't Push Them because you will be the one to regret it. Stop taking people kindness for weakness and treating people like they are less than you. Spread positivity not negativity. Recently I have been spazzing and letting dumb shit get to me and I am not that person so it ends here...

Now in other news I have come to love writer tag and character tag it is a wonderful way to know writers a bit better and connect over books/characters. I was debating whether to do it or not, but I was too excited so over the weekend I decided to created one and I will share it soon. To all you lovely writers that enjoy a good writing tag or any tag I am tagging all of you in advance and I hope you will enjoy it. Have a good rest of your week everybody.


P.S. This is the last time I will make a post like this. I said I would not entertain dumb shit and I end up doing it...no more love bugs.

Later Peeps

Xo💋

TTYS

💜R

It's Smiley Day!

Hey Lovely People,

I hope all is well today, I know it's been a horrific past few days. I pray change will come & peace, love, and happiness will reign and difference will not matter, so a year ago today. I self-proclaimed a year ago today (July 9, 2015) as Smiley Day a day in which before the clock strikes 12 midnight you smile all day make sure many people around smile, so it will light their day and I think in times like we have recently it is needed. I want to make it a National Holiday!

So Make As Many Smile As You Can! Until 11:59pm
#SmileyDay

Happy Smiley Day!!!!😊😄😆😜😊😄

XoXo,

TTYF

💜😊😉R

The Greatest Things In The World

Hello Beautiful People,

Good Afternoon, today is  a time in which we take time of remembrance to those who died in the armed forces. I would like to see today as a day of healing and thanks as well. I  appreciate the things that have been done for me the 26 years I have lived to see. So many times through out the week or day we complain and become unappreciative because things don't go our way or things just not going right in our lives that day or that week. We should remember to be thankful if we wake up to see, smell, touch, feel, taste, and breathe.

For every moment we  are are alive with healthy body and in our right frame of mind with all our senses in tact and functioning  that alone is something positive that we can appreciate out of each day, every week, every month, every year that  is not promised to any of us, but  is the greatest thing that we should always remember. Stife, un-forgiveness, jealousy, fear, regret, should not be welcomed in to the days you have.

Life is too precious.  I struggled with un-forgiveness for a longtime and sometimes still do. Then I remember that I still have life and though its not perfect or where I want to be I am alive, so I have another day to do what I love and go after my dreams. So healing, patience, thanks are top priorities in relation to my end goal. I think in times like these and on a regular bases healing, patience, and thanks should be practiced. Love the life you are given and strive for your best self in this life that is the legacy of those who died I feel want to leave behind in striving for our peace.'

😌😊

Happy Memorial Day!

XoXo

💜R